I should be trying to get my manuscript published and here I am, on the blog again. I suspect that i have deep issues that undermine my ability to succeed. My very core says create. That’s my downfall. I’m not going to buy a condo on the Gold Coast or even the latest model SmartPhone by my self-indulgent behaviour. Not that I want one, a condo that is. Though a new phone might come in handy considering mine has just transformed into an object of torture. Every few minutes I am alerted to a new message. It’s the same one. Trish, I know you’re a great friend but your xx is really driving me crazy.